Superficial

Legs

Lips

Curves

Hips

Ass

Thighs

Hair

Eyes

That's all you see of me.

And it clouds your mind.

Cos all you think of is touching me,

To the point that you don't see me,

My sex has blinded you,

And now love is superficial.

My Bestie - A Story.

Once upon a time, there was Prince Charming. He rode gallantly across the vast open spaces, riding from one place to another atop his noble stead, Little Bucket. And in each new land, he conquered the women with his charm and mighty sword, whilst slewing his opposers in an elegant yet swift attack. His story became legend, and when he walked, the crowd would part like the Red Sea and the many bystanders gawked at him with admiration and fear. Prince Charming rode on, conquering many women - and lands, stopping only briefly to refuel Little Bucket and take up a few games of Dirt Ball along the way.

Years passed and some things were different, most were the same. Then Prince Charming spied some Big Eyed Hussy staking her claim in his recently conquered land. Somewhat bored of the selection - having already conquered each woman thrice over - he decided to befriend BEH [thats Big Eyed Hussy]. Prince Charming proceeded to regale BEH with tid-bits, smoothing his speech with warm honey and milk. However BEH, almost falling under his spell, awoke suddenly and though apologetically, begged forgiveness as she was a Spoken-For Big Eyed Hussy.

Prince Charming took the news well. And slowly, both he and SFBEH reached a repoirte where all things could be discussed, ideas thoughts and dreams were analyzed and all manner of jokes and mockery were delighted in.

Drama, of course, insued, due to the jealousy of SFBEH's partner, Dark Knight. So much so, that to avoid further conflict, SFBEH requested Prince Charming that they discontinue their friendship to which he complied. Then in secret it re-continued. Then discontinued. Then re-continued. Then discontinued. And then happily, re-continued.

SFBEH - now back to being BEH - so, BEH's friendship with Prince Charming would be, as some would say, a strange one. Having met due to strange circumstances - Yester-net + land conquering + his charm, and the obstacle - Dark Knight, she had no doubt in her mind that this was someone special. And no matter how much he tried, she was determined to keep a good tight grid locked grip on him so he couldn't go too far.

This is a story more than love. But enduring love and friendship. And the love of real friendship. Some would try to misconstrue all that is said, twisting it into something it is not. They're the people who've never loved their friends.

I'm indebted to him. I'm grateful to him. I'm glad I met him.

And that's the really badly abridged story of Prince Charming and Big Eyed Hussy.

Dearest Blog..

I've spewed forth so much darkness and shat countless amounts of disturbing thoughts/views/opinions/nothings onto these cyber pages. Some of it in order, most of it a jumbled mess of verbal and mental diarrhoea. I do not take into account, the opinions of others based on my conduct. How I am in this blog, will never be seen in daylight. I can scream to everyone in this blog, as my voice will be drowned out in the noise of the world so nobody hears.

I like it that way.

Rest Easy

Stay up,

I stayed.

Text me,

I obeyed.

Stay with me,

I'll never leave.

But I did,

And now I rest easy.

There is no silence,

Only quiet.

No hurtful encounters,

And you to justify it.

Just peaceful solitude,

And people who love me.

Who accept me as I am,

And let me rest easy.

Nagging Thoughts.

Did loving me make you mean?

Did you enjoy making me cry?

Did you want to hurt me?

Did you?

Did you know you were so cruel?

Did you know how your words affected me?

Did you know I loved you anyway?

Did you?

Did you know I trusted only you?

Did you know I'd have given up everything for you?

Did you know what you meant to me?

Did you?

Do you know I see you through clearer eyes now?

Do you know I realise how much better I deserve?

Do you know your spell wears off everyday, fading to nothing?

Do you?

Songs...

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you...

Aaliyah - Miss You

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I can't sleep babe
I can't think babe
I can't live babe
Without you in my life
I can't go on babe
This is my song baby
Don't wanna do nothin' if I go away baby
And I can't do nothin' if you're not around...

R. Kelly - I Can't Sleep Baby

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Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cause my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?...

TLC - I Miss You So Much

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Thoughts about you and me
Thinkin' about what we used to be
Love was strong so were we
Until one day it all went wrong

A new body a new face
But no one good enough to fill your empty space
Baby where did our love go
I'm thinkin' about you and me now
Baby both you and I should know

We should know by now
Warming heat coolin' shade
Whatever I needed I found in the love we made
Maybe this was meant to be
Miss and reminisce of something close to exctasy

But I still hope that you feel our love inside the way I do

[Chorus]

Thoughts about you and me
Thinkin' about what used to be...

Robyn - Where Did Our Love Go?

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I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me...

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

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What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do...

Rascall Flats - What Hurts Most

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Ride when we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die
When we ride we ride
It's 'til the day that we die...

Rihanna - We Ride

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Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby...

Danity Kane - Ride For You

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Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air...

Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown - No Air

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